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We learn to play chess at her house on Saturdays and her father is our coach. We have 10 members in our club. The club is the only time I can see her. We travel on chess tournaments (sometimes the whole club or only some of them...). I joined the club on January 17th of 2010. I fell in love with her in February of the same year. My love had been growing stronger. The best moments in my life started on July 11th 2010; in a tournament, in a quiet and breathtaking place, that tourists like to visit. The place was just perfect for relaxation. Just four members of the club were in that tournament including her and myself. She laughed and smiled to all my jokes while we were talking. I enjoyed seeing her smiling and happy, I felt like she was in love with me, and I was in love with her. I was the happiest man in the world. Our team came in 3rd place and we all got medals. We were so happy! On April 30, 2011 she invited me to go shopping with her parents. (It was a little strange with her parents there) We listen to similar music, we are both good people, and I think that we are very similar. She put her head on my shoulder; I was on the top of the world then. I can't describe that, it was magic. At that moment I was 100% sure that the relationship was going to work. I think that she was considering me a best friend. In the morning of August 8th, 2011, I picked up roses from my garden, and I went to her house and rung the bell. Her little brother opened the door. I said, "Hi, how is it going? Call your sister." After a minute and half she appeared at the door, very confused. I said, "Happy birthday!" Then gave her the bouquet of roses. Well, she is a good person and she answered my gift with a hug and smile. I went happy home, I didn't realize that that was probably a mistake. That was the last happy moment in my life, I miss her so much. I miss that girl that was happy and smiling to my jokes. Saturday comes around, time to see her. All she said was "Hi" looking serious and maybe a little sad. She answered my questions short and quick. I was depressed, I felt a heaviness in my heart. I didn't see the smile that I had loved for a long time... I am depressed about this whole event. Someone please provide some help for me. I wish there was something I could do to get her back. |
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It seems she already does but either doesn't realize it or just not in the manor you hoped for. A good talk could help. There's no reason for either of you to feel awkward about it. Just accept it for what it is. |
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You, don't make a person love you, you always do, not that its always visible, even on a subconscious level you do, you know you do, but you don't realize it, or they don't, but that's a whole other thing, and I digress, maybe she's nervous, doesn't want to loose a good friend, or she's concerned about other's opinions, or she wants to see if you really care about her, or maybe awkward timing, or something similar, but I find its not healthy to dwell on negatives, if its positives focus on them, the negatives aren't important, have hope, and if you believe her to be the one go after her, if not, then find her. Are you going to let one person ruin your life? |
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My tip, don't do what you think girls like. This won't work. Play "the Game" try "peacocking" and "negging" CONFIDENCE is key. Girls dig confident guys. |
You seem to be doing a very good job learning English, I am in my 3rd year of learning Spanish and learning a second language can be hard. However, it helps me when I write something and then my teacher looks it over and makes changes to it. It shows me how what I was trying to say should be said so I did my best to clean up and edit your post for a clearer understanding. Hopefully you can take some of the changes that I made and use them to your advantage in learning English. You have a very good start, I have been learning English for all 16 years of my life yet I still do not fully understand it. Best of luck.
Also check out the edit link and see what I changed, this site has a nice way to see changes: http://lockergnome.net/revisions/192941/